many people tell me it's not a feeling
many people tell me I can't have it..
because I'm too young...or too naive
or plainly because I'm a hormonal teenage girl
AND I have realized something..

it isn't a feeling..

it's when you look in his eyes
and you know he loves you
and he looks in yours and they tell him the same...

you just know it..

when he holds your hand
you know it..

when he kisses you
you know it....

when he laughs at your corny ass jokes
you know it...


when he smiles ONLY because you are
you know it......

when he holds you
you know it....

and most importantly when he says he loves you
you know it

it is sorta funny
because I look at him when he says it
AND i can see how much emotion he puts into those three words
and they are seriously the most beautiful three words I have ever heard in my entire life...

thankyou nic
for being there
for caring about me
for being everything
a boyfriend
a lover
my best friend....
someone i can fully rely on
you love me
truly
and honestly
and that is so hard to find
i love you..more than anything
your so great and wonderful and amazing
I'd be so lost without you
and I'm so glad we found each other...<3

Nic + Brandy = <3 April 25,2008 <3