that i am happy just to be with him...
we don't have to go anywhere special to make a memory
we just need each other
and whenever i am with him...i look at him
not at what he tells me he is or has been in the past..
i love him for him...
i just want him to believe that love has no time or age limit
how can it be..?
that i love him so much
that seeing him upset....makes me sad..but what can i do about it?
i don't want to say the wrong thing....
i don't want to be sad...
because he hates seeing me sad..
but HOW can i be happy
knowing he is not.......


HOW can i be happy knowing the person you love is in pain
he is like my other half...
he is part of me
and i would never want to see myself hurt..
so WHY would i want him to be hurt?



everyone of you can tell me that i am not in love..
because i haven't been with him long enough
or i don't "know" him.......
or time..or whatever
because i know.......
my heart knows...
my mind knows...
my soul knows...
if there is a god...
he knows too...



As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person.
EVERY defintion of love i have looked up
i know i would do for him or i already feel for him
do you want me to tell you i would die for him?
is that love for you?
because i would...
do you want me to say i trust him with EVERYTHING?
because i already do.....

what do you define as love?
being together longer than a year?
is that love?
this may not be love to other people...
but who's to say it is not?

just what i was really thinking about...
something and someone i truly care for

i never EVER want to see him sad or upset or angry
all i want for him is to be happy..
to have fun.....to experience life
i just wish i could do more for him....

just letting you know i already know nic loves me......but i just like this song....and we saw it in love guru!!




Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cause Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cause Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

you know your other half's middle name and you don't laugh your ass off every time you hear it...i just thought of it because some people have some crazy ass middle names.

can you guess what gender the characters are?


Oh, what a beautiful tragedy
Watching a broken love song
Behind my restrains
And oh, just say that you're sorry
for not noticing my devotions
Lost in emotions again

Oh, I'd show you more
than he could if
he showed up at your door
like you want
like you do
Like he's never wanted to

I'm just a blank canvas
carved with crimson red
into something beautiful
you'd prefer insted
I'd like to call myself my creator
If I'd been able to create myself

I have you to blame
for the change
for my blood
pounding in my veins
only for you
like you want, like you do
Like he's never wanted to

You're a broken toy
made of glass so pristine
can I pick up the shards
so you know what I mean?
Please stop crying
I count all the tears falling down
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now

Maybe you're right
Maybe you are
Maybe you made a wish
on the right shining star
shining for you
like you want, like you do
Like he's never wanted to

i dunno how i would start this poem but i sure know how to end it



even through all this i walk even if...i walk alone